ok, so from my 8 pound, 10 inch "high", i've sunk to my low. i definitely have a monthly cycle...2 weeks are great, then along comes pms and the desire to eat everything in sight. i haven't dared to jump on the scale for fear of how much weight a person can gain in 1 week. i feel like in the past week i've derailed everything i've worked so hard for. i'm meeting ryoko on wednesday morning so i'll have to get back on track. it's brutal...i feel guilty, i feel fat, yet today i ate more chips and drank more pop.
on the other hand, i haven't re-gained the 10 inches...my "old" black pants still fit me, and are actually fitting even worse...with new saggy areas from my weight loss :P that in itself is also depressing because it means i`m at an awkward size...not old size, but not worthy of a new wardrobe yet in case i do lose more weight.
i'm gonna have to research the type of eater i am. i'm definitely an emotional eater, but i'm also an impulse eater. i am the worse. ugh. i'm gonna curl up and go to bed. even worse...tonight i'm going to bed on a full stomach.
at least i`m going to zumba in the morning...there`s a light at the end of this bleak tunnel!
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